Since blogger has unfailingly showered me with hiccups and red tapes, I've moved.
I hope tumblr's reliable because Sarah & technology makes a bad marriage.

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Surprise

Don't mention it. I know I said I'd move ...but for the meantime while that's under construction, i'll update here ...I've been busy..too busy that I have yet to celebrate my birthday which fell on the 21st of sept.
I had a high octane ride with F1.. and a good hari raya with the family.
Got molested the whole day by kids at the daycare center. kids are soo drawn to bright colours. & i must remember that if i were to take up this job. since all the kinds were grabbing me everywhere.

I am getting very agitated with my maid. Because, seriously, i can't stand people without initiative and adults who simply cannot admit to their mistakes.Too bad for her, she got on my bitchy side.
Now it's too late to go back.

Still waiting for Application results into NP's Specialist Dip course.
Next up would be dad's high school reunion on 10th of october.
(gosh! i don't know what's up with old ppl and high school buddies!)
I can't wait to meet up with my lovely companions! ..seriously, my girls and boys!
And Zahidddd!! ..hahahah ...well well ...he's got a surprise doesn't he? ;D
hahahaaaaa....

refresh. Click F5

hey!...I'm back but just for a jiffy.
I'm moving this page soon, because blogger is just getting a tad too messy.
will update the new link soon lovelies.

Till then.

Bumpy Ride

At the Office, I tripped over my own stilletto and fell face first, flat on the ground infront of my assistant deputy director. Bad enough that there was an informal session going on, so the assistant manager, duty supervisors and the supervisors all saw my horrid scene.
Even more worse, There was a loud thoud since i'm pretty sure I hit my Head HARD.
macam nangka busuk betul.
I will never forget today. 7th September 2009.
Thank god! Thank you god for blessing me with thick skin. Boy, I must have left quite an impression before I take my leave from the board.
Now, how many ppl can say they've embarassed themselves this bad infront of the bosses; big bosses?
oh, what the hell.. at least I made everyone laugh before I leave. something to remember, definitely.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA....
Holy mother of god.I'm so clumsy.
anyway...holy crow....OWWWWWWW....I'm bruised.

anyway, I don't really club & personally I'll take bossa nova and cuban beats over techno - anytime!
To think that I'm supposed to be with Djs turning tables at clubspots and the zouk party at the F1 is well, something to think about...
.. we'll see how this goes.


Love,

Sarah A.

The Choice

Lagging behind will definitely be the greatest drawback ever.
But I'm definitely prepared to crawl my way up slowly.
Even if it means I'm going to start rock bottom.

It might be worth it & that's a huge risk I'm willing to take.
I'm relentless, trust me on that.

Insyallah, if god's willing.

si,mui bien.

So I'm on board the F1 team again this year.
Only this time, with the artiste management team.We babysit the performing acts. yeay!
Training starts this saturday and that's oh-soo-soon. o_O. I'm not in the mood to focus. I do my same routine everyday which is, totally mundane.
Which is why my daily 20 mins walk home is extemely pleasant. Even though , i literally lunge my heels around to drag myself home.

The backstreet boys are coming and I thought they were long gone.hahaha...
Spanish classes are good. mui bien.
hablo solo un poco espanyol. yeay!
& i really do hope ramadhan helps me to lose all my jiggly fats away.

Happy birthday muhammad zahid kamarul! =D

The Envelope

Let me break it to you,
I've officially tendered my 1 month notice resignation. and, it feels darn good.
No job, no school( ok well, except for spanish lessons)after this. &I haven't got a clue as to what I'm going to do next but let's ride the waves for the fun of it. =)
Well, it's also mainly because most academic programs' intake starts next year.

There are people who are cursing me right now as to why I've let go of my full-time perm position with a good organization so easily& well,Haha.. because it's seriously good money(this part I have to agree).
But well, It somehow feels right. It felt right walking over to the senior assistant director's table to hand in 'the envelope'.
Somehow, the monetary factor fails to drive me. & I won't feel satisfied and fulfilled if i had stayed on.Now, I finally understand the essence and the je nai sei quai of - Passion.
Of how it's an extremely important factor in life.

the office is like a battlefield, a test for the survival of the fittest.
Mentally and emotionally. (I'm serious.)
Still, it feels really nice to hear all the positive remarks & compliments from the superiors and the colleagues. I guess I never really saw myself as having that kind of potential.

It's a relief, a huge relief.
Alhamdulillah.